After 20 years of saying I was going to do it, I finally got the boob job I always wanted. I met with Dr. Van Natta 3 weeks ago after careful contemplation of whether or not I was really going to go through with this life-changing event. After meetings with Dr. V. and Michelle, I left with conflicted thoughts of hope and guilt. I am a mother of 5-year-old twins, who are the biggest part of my life, and I was most concerned about how this was going to affect them instead of how it will impact me. I waffled, not because I didn’t want them, but because I thought I was being so vain and selfish wanting to do this to my body – and I try not to be either of those things.
I decided on a Sunday that I was just gonna do it, no more talking about it or discussing it – if I waited, all I would do is talk myself out of it. Three days later, I had surgery and let me tell you – the first time I took off my shirt in front of my mirror, my mind was blown. I still can’t believe these are mine to keep.
It’s only been a week and I have never been so happy with my body. It still isn’t perfect, but it’s a lot more fun to see naked…and I actually filled out a bra cup for the first time in my life.